The love I never had

It was a lazy Sunday afternoon when I broke into my Bestfriend's apartment, I looked around her four walled room and it seemed that she has not jump out of bed yet--madilim at malamig sa kwarto niya, naka full blast ang aircon at animoý parang walang taong naka okupa dito--Im guessing why it's like this, I rolled my eyes as imagination occurred my thoughts, malamang isa nanaman ito sa mga depresyon na dulot ng walang modo niyang boyfriend. I switched the lights on just to see her helplessly lying on her bed--she's awkwardly curling her body while shaking and trembling. I ran towards her and felt her forehead with my dorsum. "tot.. You're hot"..I whispered calmly. She stirred a bit and groaned.

She squinted her eyes and forced a smile on her lips "I know" she murmured in a croaky voice. I leaned down and lie beside her. Dumasog siya sa akin at sumiksik, bumuntong hininga ako at muling nagsalita "bakit hindi ka nagpunta sa clinic kanina? Kuya Andrei was dead worried that you didn't come...