".... then loving you must mean I really have to let you go." I let the last words of the song escape my lips as tears kept flowing down my cheeks. It hurts so much. It's like my heart's being shred to pieces with a blade. It's like a torture that I'd gladly welcome death with arms wide open while smiling just to get away from it. I just can't hold on anymore. What have I done so bad that I have to go through this suffering? Why does he have to break me when all I did was love him with every bit of me? I gave everything, tried my very best. Wasn't that enough for him? Am I not worthy of his love? Why? Simple. I'm not her, I was never her. And maybe after all, it will always be her.