I wasn't expecting this to be my first story, but I want to write about my life and my problems. This is gonna be a vent diary so 1. If you don't want to be sad don't read this story. 2. I'm not going to use my real name nor my friend's real names. 3. Feel free to vent in the comments(?) bellow. I want to give small pieces of advice to people. 4. This story will only end if I died or maybe have no more depression. Enjoy reading.