"How do you really feel?" The soft husky voice oozed through my ears. It was as if the words fell from my mouth. Almost like my brain didn't even comprehend them. Like those words had been on the tip of my tongue for far too long. "Like i'm driving. I just keep on driving. The road never ends. Im just waiting to find where to pull up. But all I see is streetlights. I just keep passing them. The streetlights are like moments and opportunities. Just passing in front of me. It's frustrating because I know where I want to be in life, but I'm so focused on getting there that I'm missing out on these incredible experiences." My voice came out soft and delicate. My eyes forced themselves up from my fingers to meet with the breathtaking pools of hazel in his eyes. It was in that moment, that I knew, this was something a lot deeper than a crush. Let me take you back, to where it all began. The twisted roller coaster that I like to call my life.