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Deadly Dreams (KiriBaku Story)

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HolyNoodlesNBacon

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⚠️Warnings⚠️
*Angst
*Swearing
*Death
*Depression
*Cutting

If you are sensitive to any of this, you have been warned.




Kirishima starts to all of a sudden have nightmares about his best friend, Bakugou. There is nothing he can do, he starts to fall into deep depression, talking to Midoriya only helps a little. He even begins avoiding Bakugou over all. He doesn't know how much he can handle before he breaks.

Bakugou slightly brushes it off at first but starts to get really concerned about his good friend, Kirishima. He has been trying to talk but most of the time is responded with silence. He knows that Kirishima starts to talk to Midoriya a lot more and him less. He starts to get jealous?

Kirishima begins to close himself off from everyone, he doesn't even want to talk to Midoriya or Bakugou. He still goes to school, but completely ignored when someone tries to talk to him. He starts wearing his hair down, and it starts to fade to its natural color.

One day the villains attack, Kirishima wants to keep everyone safe, he wants to make sure he is the only that ever gets harmed during this. He doesn't want anyone to get hurt, he has been extremely cautious. Bakugou ignores Kirishima's warnings and goes after them anyways.

'I can't let it happen! I can't-'

"KIRISHIMA!"



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Fake Feelings by MophMoph

When a photo shoot gets interrupted by an intruder in the building, the models panic. But a certain red head was the one targeted. After close inspection and searching, a grumpy blond finds out the attacker was an ex boyfriend. After Kirishima and Bakugou finally met, they of course were spotted by the public, and naturally rumors began to pop up. But maybe one could be used to Kirishima's advantage. The public thinks they're dating. "Please dude! I hate having these girls all over me, I barely know them and I get hit on all the time, just do this and we can say we broke up it something after the case is closed." "Just shut up! Fucking fine if you stop talking about it. I'll pretend to date you or some shit until this dies down." "Thanks bro! It's a big help!" "Tch, whatever." And just like that, they were thrown into a turmoil of unwanted feelings and worry. -Mature Content (swearing, maybe smut, etc.) -Real Life AU (no quirks) Disclaimer: I do not own any of the artwork or characters.

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You Don't Mean That (Bakugo x Kirishima) by alanyastaples

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Kirishima POV: I always feel like I am drowning. In everything. Holding my breath when things get rough, living in isolation, the muffled voice of those on the surface. But there's a different side to this. It's peaceful in the bottom of the ocean. No one can hurt me down here. It hurts, holding my breath and being so alone.... but if I dare to peak over the surface then people will see me, I'll be vulnerable, no one will like what they find. So I'll stay. And I'll drown myself here, forever. Trigger warning ⚠️ Depression Anxiety Attempted suicide Swearing Abuse Bullying Self harm This story is very triggering. Please do not read if uncomfortable Again this is my first fanfic but I'm gunna try my best! Characters belong to Horikoshi kohei.