I should feel guilty, but I don't. I should feel like I'm the worst person in the world, but, I don't. I don't feel anything anymore apart from how he makes me feel, the way he makes my body tremble. The way he speaks to me and sends me over the edge, he's caring, sweet and a headache all in one. He drives me wild. The lust, love and desire I have for him is insane and yet so toxic, I have never felt this way. How the hell can a man I've only just met make me fall in love with him? How can he make me fall in love with someone other than my husband? He doesn't deserve my love, and I know I'll never have his. Our time together limited, but we cant stop. I had fallen for him in a way that you could only describe it as if my heart and soul had found its home. That was the part that frightened me. That these feelings had crept up out of nowhere, and taken over my heart. I'm his unicorn, and he's my fireman. Yet, we would never be together. That's the heartbreaking part.