America is the happy go lucky nation everyone knows and loathes. You'd think he'd be the same way he is at the meetings at home right? Wrong. Even that persona annoys him. America isn't as happy and easy going as the others like to assume. Drug addiction, depression and even politics pull and drag at his mind. It's hard to focus on fun when your country and world is falling apart one day at a time. Will the other countries find out about him or will he be able to keep it up? - - This certainly isn't my first attempt at a fanfic but I hope it'll be the best! Thank you for reading! - TRIGGER WARNINGS: Depression, self harm, possibly suicide and other forms of violence and hatred in this story! It is not for the weak hearted! I will graphically describe blood and such. I still hope you enjoy!