Holding On - Sequel to Don't Let Me Go
It's been almost 6 months since Louis proposed to me on my birthday in October last year. 6 months is a long time. A lot can happen in 6 months.
And a lot has...
Last month, 25th of March to be precise, Zayn left One Direction.
Since he left, Louis seems to be drifting away. He's putting on a brave sassy act, defending his fans against Zayn on Twitter, but really without the disguise of sassiness on Twitter, he's heartbroken that Zayn left the band. They were really close. He was one of Louis' 4 brothers. And he's gone.
I try so hard to keep him happy, keep him staying strong. But it's hard. He just never wants to talk about it, even though I know it's always on his mind.
Eventually, Katie has a heart to heart with Louis and sorts things out, but it's not long before the messages start.
I can't tell him. He can't know about the messages. The endless stream of messages. The hate, the threats, the sorrow and the strange occasional flickers of kindness in them. He can't know.