Trigger Warning - Anorexia (Eating Disorder), Self-Harm, Self-Hatred, boyxboy
I cut too.. But I just got out of a mental hospital for it so my mom checks my entire body every day so I can only cut on my boobs because that's pretty much the only place she doesn't check but it doesn't give the same feeling of relief and it doesn't bleed ;-;
I cut because I'm afraid of abandonment. My friends always abandon me after a while. They use what they can get out of me then throw me to the curb. I only have about 2 friends that have always been with me. They're the reason I don't cut everyday.
Listening to Spirits by The Strumbellas whiled reading this chapter made it so much better.
Completely relatable I use razor blades and really sharp scissors. Glass though is kind of sureal. I still do it to this day but not as much. Thanks to Dan and phil
I know I'm bi and I'm 12
And the only reason I know the name is cause of Phan fiction
If they did that to Dan IRL I would go to England and murder them