The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you. Yes, I still love him, still thinking about him. His face, his laugh, his love. Pero yung thought na ayaw na niya sayo? It feels like your heart is getting ripped out and stomped on, and then someone is trying to pry open your chest to put it back. It makes your stomach hurt, like it's nauseous. You feel like life isn't even worth living anymore, but you know you can't die, just in case that person wants you back. But what if hindi na? habang buhay ka nalang bang aasa? habang buhay ka na lang bang maghihintay sa kanya? O uumpisahan mo ng kalimutan siya at magmahal ng iba?