Niall Horan. Teenage heartthrob. International pop sensation. He has insecurities about his body and is confused. Soon, he's thoughts begin to get too strong. He's been holding this in for years now. There's a razor in his bathroom with his name on it. Will Niall gives in? What happens if he does? Will someone help and who? Warning: BOYXBOY and lots of TRIGGERS. This is a therapeutic story for myself. I wrote in is when I was depressed there is some sort of plot but it is determined on the character choices.