What do you do when there's no hope? When your mum is battling cancer, but her sword breaks beyond repair? What do you do when you feel alone? When everything you've ever held onto starts crumbling beneath you? What do you do when your family snaps? When all you do is cry, not eat, not sleep and hardly breathe? There is nothing. Emily was suffocating. And it wasn't getting any easier. Four doctors. One best friend. Not even they could stop her from drowning. They had the last time, and the time before, but this time it was different. She asked herself these questions so much, but pushed the most important to the back of her head. What do you do when you know you're dying?