There was one pill. Sitting there on my nightstand, just waiting to be taken. I wanted to, I knew that one pill would show me the light. I knew it would all be over, all the pain, the memories, the tears. It would all be gone. But something was keeping me here. Someone was keeping me on this Earth. So instead of taking the easy way to heaven, i decided to take the hard way. The hard way in living hell. It was all for him. It was for him.