"In ballet, you must have a controlled strength. Long, lean muscles and a delicate demeanor, never the aggressive type of strong. Always controlled, always perfect. I hold myself to this standard in ballet, as well as life. Things must be flawless, or at least appear so. I aim to escape the laws of the universe, to escape my own body. I cannot do this if the world perceives me as another normal person..." Carmella lives and breathes dance. She would do anything for it, even starve herself, even waste away until she's no heavier than a feather. In fact, that's exactly what she wants to do, and no one will be able to stop her.