I want them to help. I don't care if they're only here because they pity me. Im going insane. I want them to be happy. If that means that i have to push them out of my life, so be it. "Y/n?" I whip around and see the boys coming torwards me. I don't say anything. Why do they have to make this so hard. "Y/n," Jhope started "Give me your hands." I don't. I start to wheel myself further away from him and he stops me. He bends down and grabs my hands. He is kneiling in front of me holding my hands in his palms up. "Y/n, why are you pushing us- me away?" I stay quiet and my head drops to my chest and i start to cry. Jhope's hands go to my cheeks. He lifts my face to his. "Y/n." he starts wiping an escaped tear with his thumb. "why?" ~*jhope x reader*~