Waiting For You | bxb ON HOLD
"Is there something wrong with the way I live?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean the lack of commitment, the parties, the sheer lack of giving a damn about anything."
"Well, what do you think?"
"I think...I think that I'm getting tired. Tired of nothing ever being the same. I want something constant. Someone who is constant in my life. But how the hell am I supposed to find someone like that?"
Jay just looked at his best friend. He had never been good at saying what he was really thinking. He was never one of those men who always spoke their mind.
"You idiot! Can't you see that I love you, and that I've been here all along?"
Those were the words he so desperately wanted to say, but Jay had learned at a young age not to open up, and so those words never left his mouth. And so he waited. Waited for the man he loved to realize that he had always been there.
*Spin-off of "Why the Straight One?"*