*trigger warning* this story is about the journey of a gay trans boy (jungkook) who falls in love with a gay cis boy (jimin) and jimin doesn't exactly see jungkook as a girl. This story will contain misgendering, deadnaming, dysphoria, mentions of the chest/genital area, and sex, so if you're sensitive to those topics, please do not read this story. This story is based off of one of my personal experiences (I'm a trans boy and I'm stupidly in love with a gay cis guy that probably will never genuinely see me as a boy even though he uses my correct name and pronouns). This is stupidly how I'm venting. I'm writing this fan fiction because I have no one to vent to lol and ironically enough the guy I like is one of my best friends and he's the only one I feel like I can vent to. anyways, if you're ready to read the actual description, LET'S GO! in this story, Jungkook is a trans boy. He hasn't transitioned yet, so he still has feminine features. Jungkook moves to a new school and falls in love with a gay boy. The gay boy doesn't exactly get the whole trans thing, so he doesn't exactly see Jungkook as a boy. Jungkook tries to hold in his feelings, but he snaps one day and then his life changes dramatically.