Trying Not To Love (COMPLETED)
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I stepped forward and asked, "Where do you want me?" It took me a second to realize what I just said.
Shit!
I placed a hand on my crimson face and muttered, "Get your head out of the gutter! You know what I meant."
He laughed, his voice sounded hoarse and deep even when he's laughing.
I peeked at him from the gap I made between my fingers.
He was close. So close. He grabbed my hand and took me to the bed.
Damn! It did sound sexy.
His shirt was loose. Too large for me, and it hung on me like a cloth hung on a hanger.
He sat on the bed, criss crossed and pulled me to him.
♡♡♡♡♡
Cassandra didn't come to Brinkley mansion to belong.
She came to survive the year and leave.
Then there's Easton Brinkley.
Arrogant. Reckless. Completely off-limits.
And from the moment she arrives, he makes one thing clear-she doesn't belong in his world.
He has his reasons.
And she's not supposed to care.
But Cassandra isn't the type to back down.
And Easton isn't used to being challenged.
What starts as resentment turns into something neither of them planned... and neither of them can afford.
Because some people come with complications.
And some feelings were never meant to happen
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