It is very scary to be going into my future alone, without you.
Not much has changed around here, nothing ever really does. It's still cold, still wet, still home. I get a lot of stares nowadays, mostly pitiful, some apologetic, others simply confused. I guess they don't really know how to be around me. It's okay though. Really.
I will try to visit every day, I cross my heart. I miss you, Jasper. I love you.