Make Me Love You - Completed
I'm gay! Well, pretty much I think I am gay. I've never been with any guy, or girl of a matter a fact, but I think I am gay. It is all because of my maniac older sister.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not hating my sister. She is the only family I have left. Our parents died when I was still a kid. But, I think I am gay because of her.
She work hard everyday, to feed me and to pay for my college. But she has a bad habit which is to walk around the house with only panty and bra. Urghh..How discusting is that? And she done that for every freaking day!
It is really pain in the ass to ask her to wear normal clothes at home but hey, she is born as a stubborn-blockheaded-not listening to anyone kind of a woman. She will never listen to me.
The thing is, with my sister like that, I have lost interest at woman. I can't get it up when I look at the women in Playboy magazines. I'm such a disappointment. I thought I will never going to get sex for my entire life and it's all because of my damn sister!
To get to the point, one day, when I was coming home from college I bumped into my sister's 'friend'. I would not say friend, more like a fuck up buddies. My sister is such a worst person but no matter what, I still love her.
Anyway, the guy was in the kitchen drinking some water, shirtless and only wears black short. His muscles tightened when he put the glass at his mouth and drink up all at once. His abs mesmerised me. I feel a turn on. I didn't say anything to him. I never know his name. The guy scared the shit out of me at the kitchen. He smile at me, put his glasses at the sink and went back to my sister's room.
That is when I know I was gay. How pathetic I am. The moment I know, I feel like digging my own grave and burry myself over. I am so fuck up!