Today is going to be my deepest sharing, I'm opening up to you in a way I have never done so before. I'm letting you in on a secret side of me, a side I only unveil to my closest friends. It's a part of me I have zealously kept safeguarded all this while. The truth is, my journey in love has not been smooth. There was a guy I liked 10 months ago, whom I'd refer to as FS was the first guy I really loved. However, things did not work out and I had my heart really broken for the first time in my life. For the next few months, I was subconsciously held back by this experience. It was not long when I finally cleared off this baggage, healed my inner wound and liberated myself from the past. (Well not really)
I've been meaning to write about this and now I feel the time has come. I'm sharing this because I know there is at least one of you out there who will benefit from it. This unveils the delicate and softer side of me, different from the usual go-getter Batrisyia you associate with. But it's me all the same - a me that has always been there, but you haven't known about till today.
I cut off some parts that y'all should know nor does FS knows.
Note that I'm not blaming him that this stupid shit happened.