Ed couldn't confront his feelings with Oswald when he was alive and admitting them to a drug induced hallucination seems like it might be too late. And what if Oswald is alive after all? It might still be too late. I know there's like million fanfics about Hallucination!Oswald but hey, here's my version! WARNING: drugs mentioned, obviously. And, yes, kind of sexual content. And lots of angst.