100 things I want to tell you before I leave
I have always wanted to tell you all of this.
Love is painful.
I have always loved you knowing you are never going to love me back.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.
Even if I keep repeating that my heart knows I'm lying and that's part of what I hate the most about myself, my heart is yours no matter what I do and you will never be mine.