I'm Not That Girl

I'm Not That Girl

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julienne By SummerSnowQueen Updated Oct 12, 2015

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My cousin was dating my best friend, and he wasn't just my best friend - he was the one I deeply fell for. I tried to make him see the things that we could be, but he didn't. I had lost hope for the both of us. 

And now, all I could see is the two of them together. I told myself that it was fine. I told myself that I could survive through it. I told myself that it does not hurt, not even one bit.

I shielded myself from all the heartache and hatred I felt for their happiness. I kept on convincing myself that he wasn't worth it - that I deserved better. But all I the things I told myself only caused my wall to break down, and I realized the most painful and inevitable fact that whatever I do, I could never be that girl. I could never be his girl.

I said it wouldn't hurt, I said I would be fine,

But all my life, I have only been pretending.



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Jianna3960 Jianna3960 Jul 19
I tasted the ginger one, I forgot the name but I don't like it. I don't like with honey too.
Mochilita Mochilita Oct 08
Lolol I forgot that the first chapter was dedicated to me 😂 or per say, my 'potato and high-key dorky' old username that created the same potato looking past covers 😂😂
                              
                              I'm happy to see that time changes alot of things, but at the same time, a dash of doubt creeps in.
-romances -romances Oct 31
ALEXANDER HAMILTON MY NAME IS ALEXANDER HAMILTON AND THERE'S A MILLION THINGS I HAVEN'T DONE BUT JUST YOU WAIT.
                              
                              Ok sorry
                              
                              I'm rereading. I read it once when I was in the Jelsa fandom, and now I'm coming back to see why I loved it.
Time to steal her pan because this bitch is getting some slapping
Hey guys!!! Please read my Ask Rapunzel book and feel free to ask or dare me anything!!
Tsk tsk tsk....WAIT.....YOU STARTED JACKUNZLE!!!!(or however the heck you spell it)