Wanting My Stepbrother
For all of my 6 years of being a teenager, never have I ever thought that having a crush on your older brother was right. It was always a friend you were interested in or someone that you couldn't or shouldn't have.
To this day, I've never abided by that theory, simply because it was partially wrong. How can feeling this way, feel so right, but be so wrong every step of the way? It's better to hide my feelings, because I know he'd never give me the time of day.
Mainly because Nathan's my brother, and Penelope is his girlfriend. Just because his brain is trained to block out thoughts like that, Penelope's isn't. It seems like every time I'm around, she's defensive. Shooting daggers and gripping onto him tight.
If it takes a jealous girlfriend to show me that I shouldn't hide my feelings any longer, then so be it.