It has always been you!
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  • Time 5h 42m
Complete, First published Jun 03, 2017
"...Don't show that you cared about my happiness, when you actually didn't. I doubt if you ever truly did care." I whispered the last part menacingly at him, clenching my jaw as my eyes filled with tears. The way his face hardened and his eyes dilated, I assumed he heard me as a muscle in his jaw ticked. I lowered my pointing finger and wiped my tears furiously from the back of my hand, looking away.

"It's good that you got to know about everything before this marriage facade got out of our hands. Now, you'll realize that you never had any feelings for me and it was just an infatuation." He scoffed, looking away. His adam's apple bobbed as his veins popped out lividly.

"Don't you dare insult my love, Wali! My love for you was so pure. You know what? You don't even deserve it." I told him, swallowing the lump in my throat. My voice came out harsh as my breath grew thin and ragged. I tried to control myself, reminding there were people in this house.

Ya Allah, who was this man standing in front of me?
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Meet Wali Rehman Khan and Aleyha Shaikh.
They both grew up together, they were cousins by fate but best friends by choice. Wali had always been overprotective of her and deeply cares for her, fulfilling her every demand. 
She thought he loves her the way she loves him but how can he love when he hates even the thought of love?
She had believed he would always be there for her but how wrong she was! 
He left and was back after five painful years.
She no longer was the same teenager he last saw or knew, she had changed and changed for good.
But still, around him, she didn't know how to feel. She tried but her heart was no longer in her control and she paid a heavy cost due to that. Was the payment worth it?
Was it all along Allah's plan?
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SADQA-E-ZINDAGI

28 parts Complete

Mehrul a 19 year old Sameer 25 years old She hates him but her heart doesn't He doesn't hate her but his heart want something more They had some tragedies From cousins to a couple Their life surely took a turn But the turn they took was a good one just a few overly dramatic problems You can't complete a quest without a few hurdles🫶🏻 -------------- 'MEHRUL WHO IS HE' sameer yelled 'HES NO ONE I ALREADY TOLD YOU' Mehrul yelled back 'Tell me one thing do you love me' he asked with tears in his eyes 'Are you really suspecting my love for you' she had tears in her eyes as well Hopefully only sameer Murat,saad,her mom Amal and hamad were watching Nobody else knew 'YES I AM BECAUSE I CAN SEE IT WHY ARE YOU WITH HIM' sameer held mehrul wrist tightly making her wince in pain 'Why you can have girlfriends and go out with them and I can't even a guy friends' she said He doesn't even trust her even after these years he's the same *thwack* a slap made its way to her cheek She was standing there with her hand on her cheek And Sameer ran out of the house Tears flowing out of her eyes 'Baba' she said looking at her father He came forwards He gulped 'Is this you' Ahmed asked his daughter 'Yes baba but-' another slap made its way before she could complete ..................... 'Mehrul open up please I'm sorry' he yelled constantly banging the door He was drowned with guilt How could he do something like that 'Hatt' hamad pushed sameer away and knocked a little softer 'Mehrul please khol do' he said loud enough for mehrul to hear 'Acha nhi Kia aap logo ne' saad to ahmed and Sameer Their heads were already lowered Ahmed doubted his own daughter The one whom he brought up with such love and he doubted his own upbringing