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x17black By x17Black Completed

I don't think you ever really know who you are, until you lose who you are. You don't know pain until the person you would give your life for plucks the pin off of the grenade, leaving you standing alone in an open battlefield. You don't know love until the source of your happiness leaves you weak and withering in agony.
  He loved me. He loved me so much that he forgot to hate himself. He was so busy putting me before everyone else that he didn't notice the storm inside of him start to break, allowing the few rays of light to shine through. He brought me back to life. He was the rain that nourished me and masked my heart in green once again. He promised me he would get better and he did, God, did he get better. 
  And then, something inside him shifted; not only did it change him, but it affected me as well. He took every ounce of passion and respect I had for myself and crushed it under his boot. He hit me right where I was weak, and I don't think I've ever felt pain like that before. He damaged the person I once was, changed and manipulated me into the person I am now, and wrecked the person I was supposed to be.
  But all the pain, the tears, and the lies... I would do it all over just to feel his love again.

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The town I lived In just a couple years ago only had a population of 400.  I had to take the bus for 2 hours before and after school cause we we're bussed to the city for high school.  Man it sucked.
CuteLounge CuteLounge Feb 18
nowww this is the moment were I feel happy about the parents I got (?
simple_3 simple_3 3 days ago
I have a door but not a doorknob so I can't close the door unless I want to lock myself in there lol
simple_3 simple_3 3 days ago
And I'm a good child. Like I literally do nothing. I've been punished and called a "wild child" for sleeping in. I just don't understand. 😂
there’s so much background and details in this story so far i’m loving it
I added this to my library a while ago and wanted to wait for it to be finished before reading it. The caption had me hooked right away and so far this is great! Can’t wait to read more!