Troubled.

Troubled.

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I don't think you ever really know who you are, until you lose who you are. You don't know pain until the person you would give your life for plucks the pin off of the grenade, leaving you standing alone in an open battlefield. You don't know love until the source of your happiness leaves you weak and withering in agony.
  
  He loved me. He loved me so much that he forgot to hate himself. He was so busy putting me before everyone else that he didn't notice the storm inside of him start to break, allowing the few rays of light to shine through. He brought me back to life. He was the rain that nourished me and masked my heart in green once again. He promised me he would get better and he did, God, did he get better. 
  
  And then, something inside him shifted; not only did it change him, but it affected me as well. He took every ounce of passion and respect I had for myself and crushed it under his boot. He hit me right where I was weak, and I don't think I've ever felt pain like that before. He damaged the person I once was, changed and manipulated me into the person I am now, and wrecked the person I was supposed to be.
  
  But all the pain, the tears, and the lies... I would do it all over just to feel his love again.
  
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my dad is really funny and fun but hes such a control freak. he doesn't even let me eat normally, hes like 'this way is wrong' or when he asks me to clean my room and I start cleaning he stops me then tells me I don't know how to clean, and he ends up cleaning my whole room.
Can I use the word "the" I mean u use it but I need to to. So can you let that slide?
                              
                              Friend: Mickey your weird on so many levels...
0harry_loves_you0 0harry_loves_you0 5 days ago
Don't pick up the phone you know he's only calling cuz he's drunk and alone...  Two
                              
                              No?  Ok OK fine
Also sometimes this is what people who are troubled need. Sometimes they have to spend some time away from the world and focus on getting better. I do see pros and cons to that, but sometimes it’s just for the best.
I have and it just makes me not only sad for those kids, but EXTREMELY grateful for the parents I have
baby_tyty baby_tyty 3 days ago
I love the trailer but I think I'm going to enjoy reading this😻😻😎💯😍😍😍!!