*this story contains some scenes where it may feel like it's too hard to read and I'm sorry for thar* For one I haven't asked for anyone's permission to be named in the book but I won't place last names down Well let me first say that Josh isn't my actual name but instead a pen name because I'm too scared to show my real self to the world. This story is actually true, based on true events no matter what happens through out the book it And I know in most books there's a special mentions area on it so if like to say thank you Rosemary for every smile on my face, and just know if you ever read this this is how i felt throughout our friendship