alcoholic || spn au || wincest
After their father's death, Sam and Dean change. Dean becomes addicted to the bitter taste of liquor and Sam is trying to carry the weight of both of them.
Dean wants something to get his mind of things, or possibly, someone.
Sam catches on and has no idea what to think when his brother is coming on to him.
Somewhere between lust and desperation, Dean realizes he wanted Sam all along, now how will he act upon that...