[Sherlock x Female OC] The thing is, there is an empty, gaping hole at the base of John’s throat where his overwhelming guilt and periodic bouts of torturous grief used to be. It would be so easy to, to be angry and punch a hole through the wall, through the foam of his pillow, drive his fist through Sherlock’s heart. But he remembers, in the most tragic and inopportune of fashion, remembers how angry he had been when Sherlock had jumped, how furious he had been at his funeral, and how it hadn’t stopped him from breaking down at his grave nonetheless. The thing about his anger is this: it does nothing but leave him behind in the end, a bundle of nerves and frailty in his bones and an unsteady sway to his gait. It does nothing at all, but reduce marginally the constant, suffocating oppressiveness of his days bleeding into one another with a burst of adrenaline. The thing about his anger is this: it doesn’t give him back Sherlock. So he gets a new flatmate- a woman named Holland. They were great friends at school and in fear he would be lonely again after Sherlock died he started to meet up with her, and soon, she moved in with him. They're just friends, though. No one could have a bond with John like Sherlock did. Sherlock was his best friend. But then Sherlock returns, and John is madder than ever at him. Holland and Sherlock seem to bond quite well. What could happen? After all, Sherlock has no interest in relationships... or so he thinks.