"UGH, I don't get it! They had ONE job", Penelope Waters ripped the plastic wrapping off of her dry-cleaned dress and chucked the clothing onto the floor.
"Come on girl, it can't be that bad" Blair picked up the dress from the floor and held it out to examine it, "-uh okay never mind, this is pretty bad. You definitely can't wear this out". Overcome with frustration, Penelope sat cross legged on the floor with her face buried in her hands.
"Do you have any idea the lengths I went to to get that dress? It's exactly the kind of style Reid likes, and you know he's told me in the past he likes me in pink". Blair laughed and joined her best friend on the floor.
"You could be wearing a hefty trash bag and Reid would still be gushing over how beautiful you look. Penelope, that man is in love with you."
It was something every girl wanted to hear. Reid Woods was a renowned photographer of the Upper East Side, from high end modeling shots to celebrity weddings. Not only by his skill but he was well known for his personality and many praised him for being the utmost gentleman. It helped that he had model-like looks as well, and women swooned at his smile.
Penelope was unconditionally in love with him.
She didn't care about his status, money, or his looks. He has been there for her through thick and thin and showed her ways to achieve things she always knew she was capable of – but was too scared to try. If he asked her to be his wife today, she would have a wedding dress ready by tonight. But she couldn't help the feelings that she would get every other day. Why wasn't he making her his? If he truly loved her, what was the hold up? In the back of her mind, she knew she would never be good enough for him. She knew it, but wasn't ready to accept it – not just yet.
"Oh, look what about this one!" Blair pulled out a black strapless dress, "Penelope, this one is so sexy!" Penelope stood up and Blair held the dress against Penelope's chest. She shook off her negative feelings and nodded. She didn't want to be that girl. The annoying, clingy female. She wanted Reid to choose her because he loved her, not because she was pressuring him in any way.
DingDong
"Okay, I'm going to try this on. Do you mind getting the door for me?" Penelope asked. Blair nodded and made her way out of Penelope's room and into the foyer to answer the door. She opened the door to find Reid waiting.
"Reid! You're early," she greeted him with a warm hug.
"Uh-oh Blair what did you do to my baby, is she okay?" he joked. He took off his shoes and plopped down on the couch. It's been a long day at work and his shoulders were killing him.
"Oh relax your bay-beh is fine. She's in there changing dumbass" Blair replied and they both shared a laugh.
"Penelope! Babe" he called out. Penelope yelled out that she's coming and after a couple of minutes she came out dressed in her bathrobe. Reid took her arm, sat her on the couch, and laid down with his head in her lap. He closed his eyes, nuzzled his face into her stomach and moaned.
"You always smell so good, there has to be a way for you to be around me at all times" he stated while giving her small pecks on her stomach. Penelope couldn't help but giggle.
"Fucking love birds, this is my cue to leave," Blair joked and grabbed her coat and keys to leave, "have fun idiots. Penelope call me if you need anything".
Penelope looked down at Reid and gently caressed his face.
"Okay I just need five minutes. A quick nap right here and I'll be good to go", Reid mumbled under his breath while moving closer to her. Every time she thought he couldn't get any closer, Reid would somehow find a way to get closer. She loved that about him.
"Rough day at work?"
"I just couldn't get the shot I wanted, it took fucking forever. And I should probably send a gift basket to the team, I was acting like such an asshole"
Penelope laughed and continued to gently touch his face, "You? An asshole? Never". Her sarcastic remark got a laugh from Reid. Penelope loved his laugh, it was very sexy and it was one of the many qualities that made him attractive.
"Five minutes I promise. Five minutes and we'll be out that door" Reid kissed her stomach one more time and fell asleep almost instantly. She continued to gently touch him and looked down. What was she going to do? She was so deeply in love with him. Reid was the first man she fell in love with but she couldn't help feeling that she was going to end up getting hurt.
Penelope's head slid out of her hand she was leaning on, she opened her eyes to find the room dark. Somewhere in the midst of her thoughts, she fell asleep. Reid was still sound asleep with his face buried into her lap. Penelope carefully slid the couch cushion under his head and slipped off the couch. She threw a light blanket over him and checked to see that it was already 7 in the evening, and their reservation was made for 7:30.
She changed into the black dress Blair picked out and sat down on her vanity to freshen up her makeup. After a couple minutes she saw Reid walk into her room from her mirror. He rubbed his eyes, even tired Reid was hot to Penelope.
He stood behind her and gave her feather light pecks on her neck.
"Come on go change, it's already 7. I'm almost done getting ready" Penelope couldn't help but giggle at the playful attacks on her neck. He stood up to take a look at her and his stare grew lustful.
He ran his fingers across her collarbone and his eyes grew darker.
"I don't know if I want you to go out in this dress," his hands grasped her throat and went down to the lining of her dress. He slipped his hand inside and roughly grabbed one of her breasts. He leaned in closer to her ear and tsk tsk under his breath.
"Just look how easy it is for my hand to slip in here". Reid slowly moved his thumb up and down her nipple while groping her breast. Penelope bit her lip to keep from moaning out and she already felt her panties get wet from how turned on she was. Reid can do one little thing and it will leave Penelope panting and begging.
Reid suddenly took out his hand from inside her dress, and just as Penelope was about to protest, he grabbed the top of her dress and lowered it to uncover her breasts. He groped both of her breasts roughly, each in one hand, and pulled her up to stand with him. She gasped at his hard touch and started rubbing herself onto his front. Still frantic to touch her everywhere, Reid turned her head quickly to have access to her mouth and kissed her deeply. His kisses were always so hard and left Penelope feeling swollen and bruised but she welcomed it.
He continued to attack her mouth with his while his hands explored all over her body. She knew he was getting desperate, his touches always turned extra rough and sloppy when he got this way.
He grabbed the top of her dress again, now sitting right beneath her breasts, and roughly bought it down her body - tearing some parts of it.
"Oops, guess you really can't wear this dress out," he started kissing her again. Desperate to be connected to him, Penelope kissed him back. He picked her up and she wrapped her legs around him. His mouth never left hers as he made his way to her bed. He gently placed her down on the edge and kneeled between her legs to touch her through her thong.
Feeling so desperate to taste her, Reid didn't bother taking her thong off and brought his mouth over her. He blew on it and ran his finger from the top of her pelvis all the way down, and Penelope gave out a cry at the attention her womanhood was receiving.
Annoyed at the barrier between them, he slid off her underwear in one swift pull. He spread her open and gently touched her with his fingers while admiring her beauty.
"Bu-t Reid," Penelope gasped while she tried to talk, "you said you really wanted to try the new French restaurant. We're going to be late for the reservation". As she was saying this, she pushed back onto his fingers, desperate to feel more.
Reid chuckled, "Fuck the food, this is the only meal I need" he replied and went into taste her. Penelope fisted the sheets around her and no matter how much she bit her lip to keep from moaning out too much, everything was heard. Reid fucked her with his tongue, just the way he knows she likes it and moved onto her clit. Slowly licking at first to torture her and then full on sucking to drive her insane. His hands that were squeezing her thighs came up to finger her.
Penelope squeezed her breasts together with her hands desperate to cum. He was so good at this. How can someone be so skilled with their tongue down there. When he continued to eat her but started fingering her with 3 fingers, she came hard. Reid continued to lick her as she came, her legs shaking with euphoria.
He threw his top off and started unbuckling his belt as he looked down at her. Penelope's cheeks were flushed red from her orgasm and her legs were shaking from his tongue.
"What a fucking treat" he said. He leaned down to give her a taste of herself. He gave her breasts a hard suck and stood up again to finally fuck her. He ran the tip of his dick up and down her slit, earning another cry from Penelope.
"Reid, please"
Reid loved torturing her. He loved that she was always so needy and desperate for attention from his cock. He slowly entered her and when he was fully in he stopped to lean down and kiss her.
He started giving good, steady thrusts. They were still hard and made Penelope's breasts move up and down. As he continued to thrust into her, he brought both her legs up to his shoulders and wrapped his arms around her thighs. This way let him be inside her as deep as he can, and all he wanted to do was fill her to the brim.
He pounded into her and watched as her breasts bounced violently. Penelope cried out with each thrust and put her hands over his on her thigh. Reid loved drilling her, this is all he wanted to do over and over again. He wanted to do this forever so he can mark her as his.
He picked her up off of the bed and wrapped her legs around his waist. Reid held her up as he continued to thrust up into her. She was frantic to get her due, pushing herself down to meet all of his thrusts. She tightened around his shaft and cried out through her orgasm. He continued to fuck her and as soon as she finished he filled her up.
Reid carried Penelope into her bed again and pecked her all over while she was coming down from her high.
"I'm so lucky this is all mine" he muttered between kisses. Penelope woke from her trance, am I yours? She thought.
"If you want me to be yours, you can just make me yours" she sat up in bed and looked at him seriously. Reid gave her a confused look.
"What are you on about? You are mine"
"Come on Reid. You know exactly what I'm talking about. What are we doing right now? What are we?"
"Penny, where is this coming from? We work well together, we enjoy being together, we are attracted to each other, we fucking love each other - do I need to continue to list the obvious things?" He ran his hand up and down her legs.
"You know what I mean Reid. I'm not like you, I can't just be cool with everything. I need security, you can't blame me for feeling worried about us"
"With what? Like me being with other people? You don't have to worry about that" he replied and picked up his phone off the floor to quickly check his work emails.
"That too but a lot more. I need someone who wants me enough to give me what I want or at least consider it. And what I want is a committed relationship Reid. I'm not looking to fool around"
Reid put his phone down again and couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Fool around? Penelope we have been talking for almost two years now. Trust me, if I was fooling around you would have known by now". He got off the bed and started putting on his pants and buckling his belt.
"Why are all those things so important? It's just a title. You're all I think about. We don't need a title for me to prove how much you mean to me" he reassured her.
"I just need some sense of security Reid. I need to know that we are together and not with others"
"You think making it official magically keeps people from cheating? I can cheat on you now and I can cheat on you
even if we are in a relationship. Same shit Penny, it doesn't mean anything" he replied to her and smiled but his smile didn't reach his eyes. Penelope knew that he was starting to get angry. Any talks about infidelity or cheating ended up getting him ticked off.
"Okay, you know what? I don't want to be that girl that pressures you. Just forget what I said," she threw the covers off her body and walked to her dressing room to find clothing.
"Penny, you can't be serious. Why are you doing this? You're ruining something that's working for us. Stop" he followed her to her dressing room and took the pants she grabbed out of her hand so she can pay attention to him.
"Reid I'm just going to take from this conversation that we are friends. Just friends okay? Just friends who are attracted together, spend more time together than others, and have a mutual understanding to sleep with each other" she replied and took the leggings out of his hand to wear them. She had no plans of talking about this to him tonight, let alone for it to get this tense. It just came out - and his responses felt cold to her. She felt even more sure that he was going to end up hurting her for real.
"What are you saying? You're going to see other people?" He asked. After she put on her leggings, she moved around the room again to grab a sweater.
"Penny, I'm talking to you right now. Answer the fucking question" he grabbed her arm to stop her from carrying on.
"I mean I don't have any immediate plans to see anyone. But since we are just friends and this is a casual thing, I would eventually see other people Reid. That's just how it works. I want a boyfriend that will eventually lead to marriage. That's what I want in life. I'm sorry if that doesn't work for you and it hurts but I understand it" she took her arm out of his grasp and walked out of the dressing room and into her living room. This was too much for her. She wanted to keep her cool and she needed space. One more look at him and she knew she was going to burst into tears. Unfortunately for Penelope, Reid followed her to the living room.
"See other people?" He chuckled. He grabbed his keys and wallet and put on his shoes, "Penelope you do that and watch what happens. I'm not fucking around".
"Reid you're a friend. You don't get to decide who comes in my bed"
He was just about to open the door to leave but abruptly stopped when she said that. Reid closed his eyes and tried to calm himself. He was angry but didn't want to scare her.
Reid turned around and walked up to Penelope. He smiled while he caressed her cheeks and brought his hand down to her throat. He tightened his hold and looked deeply into her eyes. His face so close to hers and as he spoke his lips touched hers.
"I decide who comes in your bed. I decide who touches you and I decide who's fucking you!" Just thinking about Penelope potentially seeing other people drove him insane. Reid pushed down on her shoulders and had her kneel in front of him. He unbuckled his belt again and pulled down his pants to let out his angry cock. He grabbed her hair and pulled it back so she was looking up at him. She has never seen him so angry at her and her eyes grew teary.
"And right now I want to fuck your throat" with that he used his hand to squeeze both sides of her cheek and shoved his dick into her mouth. He used his hold on her hair to guide her and dictate the pace. He knew she was scared by the look in her eyes but she was going along with it.
When that wasn't enough he started to thrust hard into her mouth, really hitting her throat and making it impossible for her to breathe. Penelope cried out and it caused vibrations on Reid which only made him want to go harder on her. She put up her hands on his thighs and pushed as hard as she can in protest. She tried her best to move her head back, but he felt what she was doing and used both his hands to keep hear head in place while he fucked her throat aggressively.
"Yeah? You said you wanted to see other people?" he mocked her. Her mouth was so warm and her being helpless was ready to make him bust but he wanted to fuck her so he finally pulled out of her mouth. Her hands fell to the floor and she gasped for air. He grabbed her throat and pulled her up. She would get no breaks after what she said.
Reid pushed her to the wall and grabbed her right leg and bent it up to her stomach so he has access to her. He stroked his cock and pushed into her while still holding one leg up. Penelope cried out from the intrusion and rested both her hands on him. She was so wet. Even after he mistreated her, her pussy belonged to Reid and responded to him like servants do for their master.
He seemed to be going on forever, looking deep into her eyes while violating her. Although Penelope had every right to get upset at him, she knew he was angry at her and that made her sad. Desperate to feel some type of connection she leaned forward to kiss him. He turned his face just in time so she missed his lips. He grabbed her throat and pushed her head back to the wall so she couldn't attempt that again. His thrusts grew even deeper and sloppy and she knew he was close. She tightened around his cock as she came and he gave a final thrust and came inside her.
Penelope's legs felt like jelly and as soon as Reid let go of her she slid down the wall and sat on the floor. Reid didn't even get time to fully take off all his clothes so it didn't take him long to get dressed. He paused when he got to the door, but after a quick moment of hesitation he left.
Never have been the target for his anger, Penelope felt startled and upset. She cried and went to bed alone that night, something she hasn't done for almost two years while being with Reid.