i know i'm being a disappointment here but uhh i might discontinue this book
it's become more kinda stressful for me and i'm not really that invested in nct anymore
i might start up a new book sometime for some other fandom but that's for future me to decide, so don't get your hopes up or anything
really sorry about this, but i didn't even realize how much of a stress the book was until i stopped updating
i'll still probably be around in the comments tho so i'm not completely gone