dear my beloved little precious and could be trusted diary,
why are my hyungs like this?
well i didn't tell minhee hyung to keep it a secret for now so i guess it's partially my fault. but still why are they like this?
moreover, i can't believe that hyeongjun still doesn't know what's going on. i wonder why is he so dense even when i really start to give hints about it.
my secret is not so-secret anymore, but i still trust my hyungs to not be an actual idiot and tell hyeongjun hyung how i really feel about him, even though i've been doing that for the past 3 months.
aaaaahhh what do i do? ㅠㅠ why is does he just seem to treat me like his little brother and not someone he could date :( i can be a boyfriend material for him! just so he watch, hmph!