So I'm own my way to school with my mom and we just dropped my sisters at school. My mom was playin here "in my feelings" music while I'm playin my JoJo, Ciara, Usher, Chris Brown, Algee Smith, Beyoncé, Normani and Khalid.
Dominique: What are you listening to
Me: Go Bae by Algee Smith
Dominique: Who
Me: Algee Smith
Dominique: Never heard that nigga
Me: He was in The New Edition Story, Um Euphoria
Dominique: Still no idea
Me: Ok
Zoey: Ryan
Me: Hmm
Zoey: Give me my jacket
Me: Excuse me
Zoey: Give me my jacket
Me: That's not how you ask
Zoey: So ...
Dominique: Give her the fuckin jacket
Me: Ok
Dominique: I don't give a damn about your attitude cuz I have my own
By now we're at my school, oh and I'm late so I gotta answer to my P.E teacher then I gotta stay calm. So I crutch my way to P.E and Jeremiah saw me in the hallway strugglin.
Jeremiah: You need some help
Me: Yep
Jeremiah: So ... I got a question
Me: What
Jeremiah: You Like boys
Me: Why the fuck does it matter
Jeremiah: I'm just wondering
Me: Y
Jeremiah: Cuz I like boys too
Me: Ok what are implying
Jeremiah: Do Like me
Me: Um 😬😬😬😬
Jeremiah: C'mon tell me
Me: Yeah
Jeremiah: Really
Me: Yeah I'm serious
Jeremiah: oh well I got
Me: A girlfriend I know
Jeremiah: But we can still be cool right
Me: Yea
Jeremiah: So where's ur class
Me: P.E
Jeremiah: Lets go
So he walked me to class and went about his day then Brandy and Tyrone saw me and started asking questions about why I'm on crutches.
Brandy: Why the fuck are you on crutches
Tyrone: He probably fell
Me: Yea that's excatly what happened
Brandy: Ok what did you fall off of
Me: No comment
Brandy: C'mon ... Wait did you fall off the pull-up thing while doin sit-ups
Me: Um ... Yes
Tyrone: Dumb Ass
Me: Thanks I already knew that
Brandy: How long will you be like this
Me: Two weeks ... two weeks ... oh no I'm gonna heal
Tyrone: what you mean
Brandy: Ym ima see y'all later I see my boyfriend doin to much
Brandy walks away and Tyrone started asking me about my life. It actually kinda cute how he was so into the conversation and genuinely caring about what I have to say.
Tyrone: I bet you can't play all the sports you wanted to
Me: (laughs) me sports
Tyrone: What you don't play sports
Me: No I sing, dance, act, and write things
Tyrone: Really
Me: Yes ... so you play sports
Tyrone: Well no I actually do everything you do except for acting and writing. I make beats
Me: We can be group
Tyrone: Yep
Me: Let's do it ... Wait we need some background singer
Tyrone: Yep we can get some sexy ass girls in the background
Me: Um no 1 you want them to girls so you can fuck on the both of them and 2 their voices are way too high to harmonize with them
Tyrone: Well There goes my idea
Me: you doin to much
Tyrone: no im not ... anyways what type of music you like
Me: Um I like r&b and maybe a lil bit rap but I like music from the 90s and early 2000s mostly. What about you
Tyrone: Same type of music
Me: Really
Tyrone: Yes but here's the problem
Me: oh yeah I got one too
Tyrone: Say at the same time in three
Both: one ... two ... three, i make dirty references a lot
Tyrone: same thing
Me: Yep
Tyrone : that's why this friendship is gonna work
Um I don't want to be a friendship, I want it to be a relationship
Did i just say that. Does he even like guys, probably not
Me: Yep hopefully it works
The bell rings and I go straight to my next class with my lonely ass. As second period ends my teacher said that we have test on Friday and he wants me to try best but I mean how can you learn with a class that is fuckin louder all the animals at a zoo. As I go to Ms.Carters class Jeremiah walks up to me. Lucky ass he can walk and I can't. 😭😭😭😭😭
Jeremiah: Let hold your backpack
Me: Just because I like you and you like me doesn't mean you have to carry my backpack go carry your girlfriends shit
Jeremiah: She's not here today
Me: Why don't I believe you
Jeremiah: Because you don't know me like that
Me: True But that's off topic
Jeremiah: so how many guys have dated
Me: Nigga mind you fuckin business
Jeremiah: C'mon I lets at least be friends
Me: Sure
Jeremiah: Ok buddy answer my fuckin question
Me: I've dated absolutely nobody, I ain't kissed nobody, I ain't held anybody's hand, I ain't fucked anybody, I ain't did shit
I'm a fuckin Liar 🤥
Yes your are Ryan
Jeremiah: oh ok ... I can deal with that
Me: Jeremiah how old are you
Jeremiah: I'm 16, I'll be 17 in March, how old are you
Me: i just turned 15 on the 9th
Jeremiah: Man I missed my baby's birthday
Me: What ... please don't play with my emotions because I just got over my last lil crush
Jeremiah: I Won't. I promise
Me: ok what about Kayla
Jeremiah: We might break up
Me: Well
So we get to class and Ms.Carter us stuff that I ready know and the bell rang I went to Bio which was even more boring because the teacher give us the packet and sits at his desk all 53 minutes of the period. Ugh 🙄🙄🙄
So we to my second favorite class of the day which is Singing or Vocal help or something
, i don't know. So I crutch my way to my seat and Ms.Smith had asked me what happens I told her and she had me sing.
I feel like if I didn't have the teachers Ive had n my voice wouldn't sound the way it does because maybe say 8th grade I thought I was shit when I really wasn't with my undeveloped ass voice 😂😂🤣😂🤣.
Ms.Smith: Um Ryan sing something
Me: What do I sing
Me.Smith: Of I don't know what ever your voice sounds right with and I've never heard the sound of your voice cuz your new so try your best
Me: Ok I'm gonna song "In Love With Another Man" By Jasmine Sullivan
Ms.Smith: Ok are you gonna do It Acapella or your need the instrumental
Me: The instrumental please
So she goes on her computer and searched it up and played it. When I tell you I sang I that song I mean I sang that song even though the whistle note I did end to quickly I still managed to end the note in a amazing way.
If you don't know the song your really missin Out.
Yes, yes they are
Ms.Smith: OH MY GOODNESS! I've heard a guy sing that song I was so scared that your were gonna mess up
Me: Thank you
Ms.Smith: and whistle tone. (Speaks to he class) Not many males can do whistle tone so we are very lucky to have Ryan with us.
Class: Ok
Ms.Smith: ok now go take your seat
I got to my seat and Kayla which is Jeremiah's girlfriend starts talking to me.
Kayla: You did amazing
Me: Thanks
Kayla: How are so confident up here
Me: I honestly don't know, I just have a feeling when I'm performing for people
Kayla: Oh that's tight
Me: That's
So I turn around and I see that Ms.Smith was trying to talk to me.
Ms.Smith: So Ryan I have a question
Me: Yes ma'am
Ms.Smith: I would like to give you private singing lessons because your voice is so special and so amazing but I feel like it could be better so let me know now what your having trouble doing.
Me: Um I've havin problems with my whistle tone I could only hold for so long without straining, um belting I been trying to belt for a very long time and trying to find my tone period.
Ms.Smith: Well I can help you with all of that and I'll be free next week after school everyday
Me: Let me ask my mom and we'll see
Ms.Smith: And is She says yes meet me hear everyday next week
Me: Ok thanks
Ms.Smith: No thank you for having an amazing voice.
Welp I got singing lessons. My voice bought to be on fuckin point.