9/3/2019
It was the first of my second year of middle school,I was held back because of my lacking grades,I though that this year would be filled with people calling me stupid and ignorant,I though I would have no friends,until I saw this boy named Zach .
Zach and I had a lot of weird tension he was a bitch to everyone except me for some reason he always wanted to cuddle and lay up next to me on the bus,and hated whenever any of my friends would talk to me,probably out of jealousy I liked it though he matched my confidence and we were basically the same person.
He was straight- even though he sounded toats gay and soups girly,like he sounded gayer than any stereotypical gay person ever,he always claimed that he was straight,it made me think about him a lot over the summer,I thought about how he would have to grow up not knowing who he is,Mabye he'll miss me or Mabye he'll get really sad because his first boy crush was gone forever ,this was before I found out that I was going to repeat the 8th grade
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It was the beginning of the new school year I didn't know where my new classes were I was really lost I went downstairs to see if I had any clue where my classes where yeah it was going to me be my 4th year in the same middle school but everything was...different I go down the hallway past some people I didn't recognize at all then at the end of the hallway I see Zach,he was wearing a red shirt(our school had uniforms red,white,and blue,for 6th 7th and 8th grade) he stayed back too,hate to admit it my heart stoped and I felt warm to my stomach when I saw him I just flicked him on the shoulder HARD he turns around and asks"you stayed back" and then started blushing and smiling as if he still had a crush on me after 3 months,ew
I don't like him,he's mean,he's gay
Like yeah I'm bi but he's too much and I'm not buying that whole"I'm straight"bullshit for one second,and when I saw him I felt like I had to go through his bullshit again,but now nothing is stoping me from messing with him as much as he was messing with me.
I quickly text him after I saw him I say
"I saw you today"
He responds with "good" as if he didn't have a whole crush on me all of last year and told me to kiss him on multiple occasions and basically was cuddling me every day on the bus but okay