August 14, 2018. Washington D.C
Anaja Barnes
"You fine as fuck." I said smiling at Xavier while he sat waiting for me to get my hair done
He did a lil laugh. "Right on baby." He said looking down at his phone. By his eyes you could tell he was high as fuck
"Xavier." I called his name making him look up while I took a picture of him then showed him
"Ooooo cause baby fine as fuccckkk." I dragged sticking my tongue out while he laughed
"Aye shorty lemme fuck." I said trying to do a deep voice while he started geeking
"Girl getcho lil ass on." He waved me off leaning back getting on his phone
"Y'all are so cute, I can't believe yo lil hot ass actually settled down." My hair stylist said shaking her head as I laughed
"Girl me either. Now look at me stuck as fuck." I said smiling while the ladies in the shop "awwwn." Making me smile harder
"And look at that smile, baby girl happy as hell." This older lady said as I laughed
"I really am." I nodded looking at Xavier while he bopped his head listening to his music not even paying attention to us
"Alright girly I'm done." She take taking pictures while I looked in the Mirror posing and she laughed.
I walked over to Xavier grabbing my purse to pay her but he stood up taking his earphones out
"How much is it?" He asked her pulling out some money
"Eighty." She told him giving me the same look the other women were giving me while I laughed
"Ooo and he got monneeyyy." This lady dragged making us laugh "Igh gone now dang." I said laughing while he gave her a thirty dollar tip
He walked over to me touching my hair "You look good with this shit." He said moving my face around looking at me
"Thank you baby." I smiled turning around saying bye to everybody while he went to open the door for me
"Baby you got a keeper on your hands and you better keep him." This older lady said as everyone agreed with her
I nodded my head walking out. "Oh I am, I'm not coming up off nothing." I said as they gassed me up making me laugh and walk going to the car.
He started it up before looking at me. "What you gotta do now?" He asked pulling off while I shrugged
"Nothing, I'm hungry though." I said as he nodded his head
"We gone go to the mall since I gotta go pick up my shoes." He said as I nodded taking pictures
I plugged my phone up to the aux playing that Summer Walker
"Please forgive me I know that I'm stingy cause baby I'm gang bout you ain't playing no games bout you." I grabbed his face singing as he smiled making my smile
We pulled up to the mall getting out I walked around the car to Z as he waited on me
He was looking straight ahead when he grabbed my hand still walking. I looked down and smiled at the small gesture
"What you finna eat?" He asked looking down at me
I shrugged. "Whatever I see first, what you want?"
"It don't matter just get me whatever." He said as we walked by the food court
"Here make sure you get me a lemonade no ice." He said handing me some money
I nodded as he walked off going to footlocker
I went to Panda Express since it was the first thing I saw. I ordered our food and waited for it to be done
I shook my head looking down at the message Mesh just sent me
Sistaa💞: Tase this nigga or slash his tires 🤨
-2:05 pm
Bro wyo 😂😂😂
-2:05 pm
Sistaa💞: He got me fucked up so I'm letting you choose his consequences
-2:06 pm
Tase that nigga sis!
-2:06 pm
Sistaa💞: bet🥴
-2:06 pm
I shook my head at her crazy ass all they do is fight and fuck
I got up getting the food once they called our order
I didn't plan on buying anything so I headed towards footlocker to meet Z
Walking in I see his big black ugly ass smiling and it made me smile
He was talking to one the workers and when he seen me a shook up with him before walking towards me
"You ready?" He asked me grabbing the bag of food while I held the drinks
I nodded grabbing the keys out his pocket walking ahead of him to the car
"Hell nah you not driving my car." He said walking faster while I started laughing
"You acting like I can't drive and don't have my own car." I playfully mugged him
"Mmcht man drive." He said smacking his lips as I started smiling getting in the car
"Damn yo tall ass." I said scooting the seat up so I can reach the pedals
"Where I'm going?" I asked him pulling out the parking spot
"Drop yo self off." He said making me stop the car and look at him
"For what?" I asked him scrunching my face up
"I got moves to do." He said looking through the bag.
"You spent three hours with me for the first time in weeks and about to leave cause you got moves?" I asked him tilting my head
He smacked his lips. "Man you making this bigger than what it is." He told me while I nodded my head grabbing my phone
"What you doing?" He asked trying to grab my phone but I moved it
"Ian on shit go make yo moves." I said pulling off
He was about to say something but I turned the radio up as he shook his head
When I pulled up to my house I parked the car grabbing my bags out the back seat getting out the car as he got out
"You doing the most for what bro?" He asked with his face scrunched up while I turned around
"I'm doing the most just because I want to spend time with you? I'm lucky if I even get a text back now like damn I understand you have other things to do than be under me but weeks now Xavier?" I asked him
He rubbed his hand down his face. "Ian got time for this." He mumble while I tilted my head to the side
"You don't have time to discuss what's going on in our relationship? You something else I swear." I rolled my eyes walking to the front door
"Naja gimme a break damn." He said getting louder
"Give you a break? You asked for this I didn't beg you to be with me. It's a problem I want a couple hours with my boyfriend who I barley spoke to in weeks. If that's such a big problem why the fuck are we still together." I said mugging him tucking in my lip
He stared at me for a while before speaking.
"You wanna be done?" He asked blandly
"I said that?" I asked him still tucking my lip
"That's what you acting like, you spent some time with me now you bitching cause I'm making moves you know where I'm at and what I'm do what's the problem." He said looking at me
A bitch was ready to cry but I wasn't gone let him see it
"Bitching? The fact that you really not understanding what I'm saying I literally only wanna spend time with you and I don't know what your doing or who your with but I trust you not to be on your back about it but just because I want to spend time with my boyfriend it's a problem and I'm bitching? Do you man." I mumbled the last part walking in the house
I closed the door locking it and huffing.
I kept my lip tucked trying not to cry cause he really just hurt my feelings
I feel soft as hell right now.
I walked upstairs going to my room seeing mesh in her room .
"Hey sistaaaaa." She dragged smiling
"Hey." I replied dryly putting the bags down and laying on my bed
She walking in my room closing the door
"What's wrong?" She asked
Know everybody know that trigger every tear drop in yo body
My lip start quivering. "He feels as if I'm doing too much because we haven't talking in weeks and only spent three hours together today and saying I'm bitching and basically we should break up." I mumbled laying my head down
"Awwn pooh." She mumbled laying with me wrapping her arms around me
"You are not about to cry over him. I love Z shidd but no yes it might hurt but it's not even final that y'all not together and even if y'all are you not gone cry you gone live your just before he came in it." She said rubbing my back
While I was slowly going to sleep
I woke up to my room dark as hell and somebody arm around me
I grabbed my phone to turn on the light seeing that it was Xavier I sighed removing his arm going to the bathroom
I cane out turning on my room light walking over to wake him up
"What you doing her?" I asked him standing by the door
"The fuck You mean?" He asked with a mug on his face
"What are you doing here?" I repeated slowly staring at him
He was about to say something but I interrupted him
"I honestly don't care and I'm not about to argue about it. You really made me feel some type of way earlier and maybe we do need space from each other. The Xavier you are becoming isn't one I'd rather deal with." I told him calm
He smacked his lips. "Bruh ain't nobody changing." He said getting up
I shook my head. "But you are, you can't see it but I do and I rather give us space then make this worst." I told him looking off thinking
He started putting his shoes and jacket on
He grabbed me kissing my forehead saying. "Be safe." Before walking out of my room
I shook my head before turning off the lights and laying back down
Xavier Halloway
I pulled up to Tijey spot to chill and smoke with the guys
I walked up shaking up him and Eli
"What you been on?" Eli asked passing me a blunt
I shrugged. "Focused on my peoples and money." I said as they both nodded
"As you should." He said scrolling on his phone
"Aye whats up with you and lil sis?" Tijey asked as I rubbed my head sighing
"Man I gotta learn how to separate her and this street shit. Ion be spending time with her and I let all my anger build up so once she say something I spazz out on her and I know I'm wrong I just don't know what's up right now." I said shaking my head passing the blunt
"When I first started it we like that with me and Mesh probably even worse we went months with out talking and that shit drove me crazy for real."
"Literally once we sat down and talked and I had my girl back I felt every problem I had was solved with just her around. You gotta realize ya girl the realest on ya team." He told me as I nodded actually listening
"I was supposed to take her to see my pops tomorrow and if she go once that's over with I'm actually sit and talk to her." I said thinking about how it would go
"Get ya girl back before she feel too unwanted and you lose her." Tijey said staring off shaking his head
The rest of the night we just smoked and talked about different shit
These the times I need just being around my brothers
Igh Bitches I'm BACK. Y'all will be getting frequent updates again I have chapters ready I just need to publish them.