I'll Be Your Gerard If You'll...

By killjoysneverforget

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Frank and Gerard have been through a lot. It's not until they meet when everything goes downhill. Nothing see... More

First Fucking Day
Double Music
Dammit, Frank!
Eating. Yuck.
Bye, Mom
I Can't Take It Anymore
Fuck, That Was Close!
Back At Home
Fuck This
An Uninvited Visitor
Please, God, No.
I'm Here, Frank
Fangirl Attack
Breathe.
Fucked Everything Up
Ring Ring
Make Out Buddy
Don't Believe Them
Shit, That Was Scary
Hospital Beds
He Never Eats
Recovery
Wait, What?!
I'll Miss You
What Now?
Getting Settled
Fence Jumping
All For Frank
Going Crazy
Nervous
Fucking Kiss Me
Therapy Helps?
He's Home
Hyper
Are You Fucking Kidding Me?!
Teasing
School?
Four Days
Something Not Quite Right
A Massive Headache
Paranoid
Please...
Cold Coffee
Happy Birthday, Frank!
Holy Shit
Oh My God
No...
Not Speaking
Mrs Iero
I'm Fucking Fine!
Cringy Couples
Distant
Bad Dreams
Therapy
My Frank
Last Session
A Surprise
He's My Gerard and I'm His Frank
Last A/N

Fucking Adorable

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By killjoysneverforget

{Frank's POV}

I slowly opened my eyes and waited for them to adjust to the light.

Where was I?

The room was dark but still light enough to see.

It wasn't my bedroom.

I noticed then that I was lying on my side.

I was on a bed.

I looked up to see Gerard looking down at me.

Oh.

He smiled, "Hi."

"Hi."

I was in Gerard's room.

Okay, that made sense.

Had I fallen asleep?

We were lying on his bed.

Gerard had his arm around me and I had my arm around his middle.

Is this what you call spooning?

I think so.

Gerard was the big spoon and I was the little spoon.

Well, I was little so yeah okay.

"What time is it?" I rubbed my eyes a little.

"Uh... About half eight."

Oh.

Okay.

How long had I been asleep?

He started stroking my back with one of his hands.

I tightened my arm around his middle, trying to get as close as possible to him.

This was nice.

He kissed my forehead.

I looked back up into his eyes.

"You fell asleep," He couldn't help but grin at me, "It took me awhile to realise though. I was kind of talking to myself for longer than I'd like to admit."

Aw bless.

I laughed a little, "Sorry. I guess I was tired. School must take it out of me."

"Apparently so," He nodded, "I didn't mind though. You're cute when you're asleep."

He blushed a little as he said this.

A smile spread across my face.

"Well, you're cute all the time."

Okay, I admit that sounded cheesier than I had intended.

He blushed harder.

"No, I'm not."

No way was I letting him put himself down.

I shook my head, "You so are, Gee. I'm so lucky I have you."

His lips turned up at the corners and he said, "I'm the lucky one."

He then hesitantly leant down until his face was right next to mine.

I decided to close the gap for him.

He was still a little shy when it came to taking the lead in intimate things.

I have to admit, I found that unbelievably cute.

When our lips touched, my insides leapt.

We were both turning into professionals when it came to kissing.

I guess we had had plenty of practise... If you know what I mean...

The kiss was slow and tender.

After a minute, he pulled away and asked, "How come you don't have your lip ring in today?"

Well that was random.

My hand instinctively felt my lip.

Sure enough, my ring wasn't in.

"I must have forgotten to put it in this morning."

"Aw that's too bad."

I frowned, "Is it? Do you like it then?"

His face turned crimson and he looked away.

"What? What is it?" I sat up a little, intrigued.

He looked at me again.

"I uh... It's nothing."

Didn't seem like nothing.

"Tell me, Gerard. I want to know," I smirked.

He seemed unsure but told me anyway, "I uh... Well um... It just makes... Kissing more interesting."

He blushed even more and avoided my eye contact.

Where had that come from?

I'd never thought of that before.

Looked like Gerard was less innocent than he put across.

I liked that a lot.

"Does it now?" I raised an eyebrow.

Against his better judgement, he looked down at me again.

"I uh... Yeah..."

Fuck, he was cute.

"I'll keep that in mind. Don't worry, I'll put it in tomorrow."

He smiled a little, "Okay."

I smirked and pecked him lightly on the lips.

Well, that was an interesting insight.

"Hey, um..." He sat up a little more which meant I did too, "I have something I want to talk to you about."

My mind instinctively ran through anything I had done wrong.

"What is it?" I asked cautiously.

I couldn't think of anything.

His face wasn't pink anymore and he was starting to smile knowingly.

What was he up to?

"So, I missed you a lot today."

Same.

"Oh yeah?" I smirked.

"Yeah," He nodded, "And so I thought I'd send you some cringy text about how much I missed you and stuff and..."

His smile grew.

What was it...?

"I haven't really been on my phone since before the hospital. So when I went on it, I was surprised to find I had twelve new text messages and six voicemails."

Oh shit.

My cheeks burned.

I didn't say anything.

I'd forgotten about those...

Instead of laughing at me and saying how pathetic I was, he smiled and said, "You're adorable. They honestly made my day."

I hadn't expected that kind of reaction.

"Really?" My eyes lit up.

"Yeah. I couldn't stop smiling for about an hour."

I could just imagine that.

A smile slowly spread across my face.

I had no idea what to say.

"Good," I finally said, "I like it when you smile."

The smile I had spoken of made another appearance.

"And not to mention, you're fucking adorable when you smile."

He shook his head, still smiling, "No way."

"Yes way, Gerard. Just accept it. Facts are facts."

He let it go then which was good because there was no way I was losing that argument.

I moved so my face was right next to his.

"I love you," I whispered.

He bit his lip and stared into my eyes.

"I love you too," He breathed.

I always died whenever he said it back.

I still found it hard to believe.

He then licked his lips before pressing them against mine.

These were the days I loved the most.

Just me and him, cuddling in his room.

It was relaxing.

And the kissing made it even more amazing.

You know, just saying.

I honestly wanted to do nothing else.

Gerard was all I wanted and he was mine.

Only mine.

No one else's.

I wasn't letting him get away.

He was mine.

---

Sorry I haven't updated for a while.

My bad.

-Beth :3

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// Frank's daily letters to Gerard. \\