Up, then down...all around. My emotions are every fucking where. Lately i don't care. I look a hot mess my friends say. Shutting my self our for the world, communications lost...i am no longer apart of what u call happiness. But i will admit I'm still blessed. Im still confused. still hurt. Still wild with emotions, yet i still flirt, still crazy for the feeling, yet don't understand the meaning. It's true that this generation doesn't know what love is. Just going from body to body, just to get the physical love, not the emotional. No one believes in true romances. It seems that i am the only one yet. and i bet once again I'm going to get hurt. But it's all apart of the process of finding myself.
Maybe, i shouldn't wear my heart on my sleeve. But to be honest its never that easy. I put on this mask, and act like i don't care, while I'm the most caring in the world. I but on the mask to show i don't love, but i pray to the god above for someone who would love me.
I need to stop contradicting myself for this look....this image
but let myself be truly free and truly me.
-Someone needs to come help me with my hormones...