I'm sorry Joe, I know the risk but I just... I just have to see her, I have to know her......
All my life I've been searching for the impossible, I know it's waiting for me out there, somewhere.....
Chapter one
Dear Diary, today will be different, I'll smile and it'll be believable, I'll laugh and no one will notice the sadness in my voice, I'll appear cheerful and everyone will believe in other words today will be a (Kyle on voice over) good day.
Hey Crazy pants, wait up, For the last time Becca stop calling me crazy pants, it's not funny. Fine, "Emma wait up" so Emma how are you holding up? Becca I'll tell you what I have told about fifteen different people this morning, I'm fine, really, I'm okay now, I can't keep letting the past define me, it's time for me to move on with my life ("I hope that if I say it enough it'll actually happen") okay Em that's what you told everyone now I'm your best friend
you can tell me how you really feel, the truth this time. I'm serious Becca I'm doing alright, I can't keep letting my brother's death haunt me forever it's time to move on with my life. Emma! Hey, how are you?, are you doing okay? Becca is she doing okay, she's really fragile you know. Caroline I'm right here you know and I'm fine honestly, yeah sure you are sweetheart but I don't think you're ready for school yet, why don't you give yourself a little more time to grieve, if I'd lost a dad and a brother on the same day I don't know what I would have done. Caroline! For the last time I'm fine you or anyone else don't have to worry about me, I can do it, I can get over my loss. But if we don't worry about you who will? Care's right you know we're your best friends and it's our job to worry about you. Thanks Guys, come on let's get to class, I don't want to be late for Mr Smith class