My Twincesses👧👧
A new definition of Fatherhood
True that a child needs the mother the the most.....But a father is no less in giving all the love and care that a child needs....
He can be the reason of their smiles.....the shelter to all their worries........the relief to their pain...and a friend with whome they can share anything.
However.....He still can't fill the emptiness in their lives.....But he can definately give them Abundance of his Love......that will keep their smiles intact to their beautiful innocent faces....
He can protect them from the evils of this world......
He can teach them the right and wrong......
He can make them learn values and morals......
He can make them a better person...
Yes......A Father can be a Mother too.
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18th May 2018
12 : 00 a.m.
Neil sat on his chair to open his diary and held a pen in his hand to write...
Dear Avni....
Today is the most precious day of my life....oops...sorry.....Our life......Our babies third birthday.
ANAYA and AROHI
The two gems of my life...
My Twin princess.....MY TWINCESSES...👧👧
I can't belive Avni....that they will turn three tommorow.....
I cant express how i am feeling right now......They are growing into such beautiful and innocent souls....So precious and delicate.....
No doubt they both have gone on you......They have inherited your cuteness...your innocence....and your strength...
My darling daughters are very strong....just like their mother.
I dont know Avni.....whether i will be a great father or not.....Whether i can give them all the love or not....
Whether i can....i can fulfil your space in their life.......or not......
Today is also the day when you left me Avni.....leaving the two delicate souls in my arms....
I still remember that moment when you...you placed them in my arms...
God...they were so fragile....so delicate.....
I panicked.....I feared that i might hurt them.....
They both just got fit into my both the hands......and gave me the best gift of my life....THEIR SMILES....
I still live for their priceless smiles.......That vanishes all the stress and worries in seconds
You know that I love you Avni.....but I love Anaya and Arohi more than you......
You know why.....Because they are YOUR PIECES....Everytime i saw them....They just reminds me of you
Anaya's hairs are just like you......long and silky...
And our Arohi.....she has such a melodious voice....and she loves poha too....
They completes my life Avni.....They completes me
But I fear.....Will i be able to complete them.....?
Will I be able to fulfil your place in their life....?
You left them Avni....
But i am happy that ...that atleast they know your touch....Atleast they have got your love....even that last for few hours only....
The moment they were born... you placed them to your chest..
You kissed their soft pink shrienked foreheads.....and poured all your love into them....God....That was magical....
Also....
It was for the FIRST and the LAST time.....When you fed our babies with your milk......
I remember how they just got sticked to your breasts like a piece of it.....and you make them have their first drop of milk into their tiny mouths.....
They were sucking the life out of it......Unaware of the fact....that they will never gonna have that again....
They never got that again Avni......
And that's the only thing which they needed......but I can't give them.....
I remember those sleepless hours when my babies cried for your milk.......when they were missing your warmth......But they did not get that again..... after their first day.
I felt helpless at that time....I can't give them everything they need
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Soon they began growing up.....
And I always make sure to give them extra love....extra care and extra nurture to fulfil your space in their life.
I have seen them crawling.....I have seen them teething.....
I saw them crying.....I saw them laughing.....I saw them mimicking my words.....
I witness their first steps....uttering their first words....
Avni....you have no idea what all those moments have been for me....Those were the moments that i can cherish for my whole life....
They have become the reason of my living now......
You know what....I never tbought in my dreams also.....that I can ever live without you....
I thought that I will die without you.....because NEIL CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT HIS AVNI.....
BUT....You gave me the reason to live.....
That's not fare Avni.....You know na that I will never forgive you for that.......YOU LEFT ME ALONE.....AND NOT LEFT ANY OPTION FOR ME TO DIE ALSO.....
As I promised you that day....That I WILL LIVE......I WILL LIVE FOR OUR DAUGHTERS...I WILL LIVE FOR MY TWINCESSES.....
But i also took a promise from you.....You remember My promise right......?
That you will always guide me from up their.....whenever I will fall
That You will always be here beside me....whenever i made any mistake
That you will always be their.....Whenever my daughters will miss their mother.......
That ANAYA AND AROHI will always be remembered as AVNI AYESHA 's daughters....
ANAYA AVNI KHANNA
AROHI AVNI KHANNA
MY TWINCESSES💕
Bye Avni.....I will meet you tommorow again.....
This diary is the only way where i can share my feelings with you.....I can share my day with you....
Where I can tell you everything related to our daughters....
So that..... you never miss anything about them.....you must know everything about them....Right sitting up their in the skies....
I love you Avni
And I MISS YOU......
WITH LOVE
YOUR's
NEIL
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