Being a celebrity is hard. Especially when you're becoming more famous. You have trouble trusting people, trouble finding love. This is all easy when you're older, but for me that was something really hard. Being a 19 year old boy who just got the chance to be free and to do whatever you want is also hard. I have to make decisions and I have to think twice about them. I still want to be a normal kid who goes to the university of Toronto or just live his life.
I'm very happy that I can perform and that I can make so much people happy, but I also want to be happy. I want to love someone that really cares about me and not my career. And guess what. I found the girl.
flashback
My concert in Vancouver was over and I just wanted to enjoy the fresh air, so I decided to go for a walk. Feeling the air on my skin was so relaxing. I walked around until I heard a sound of someone crying. I saw a girl around my age sitting on a bench with her face in her hands. I ran to her and just sat there. She stopped crying and looked at me. Her beautiful green eyes were shining. I felt in love with her. She knew who I was but she stayed normal.
'Why are you crying?'
The moon was right above us, so I could see her blushing.
'My sister sold my concert tickets for you and kept the money.'
'Why did she do that?'
I took her hand in mine and just hold her ice cold hand.
'I don't know. I actually got it for my birthday but she had to ruin everything.'
She looked down at our hands and played with my ring. I gently pulled my hand out of hers and gave her my jacket.
'Here keep it.'
She laid her head on my shoulder and we just talked until she had to go.
'Hey y/n.'
She turned around.
'Yeah!'
'Call me when you're home.'
And that was the beginning of a lifetime relationship.