trigger:mentions just a bit of self harm .
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reminder: please listen to the song.
finn,
i cried so much that day. that fucking day was the day i started to get scars on my arms and wrists.
i felt like everything was a bad dream and i just wanted to wake up. finn you made my life into a living nightmare.
you were once my everything finn. you were my in my life and now i want you out of my life.
i remember when you asked me to be your boyfriend. i said yes. but we had to keep it a secret.
whenever i wanted to kiss or hug you in public you would push me away. you were someone else in front of everyone else. and that hurt. everyone thought i was your best friend when in reality i was your boyfriend. and you don't know how much that hurt.
with all my hate,
jack