I know I said this would be in a different POV, but.....eh.
Y/N POV
The next day, I called out of my classes. Luckily, Mal and Evie didn't hat eme so much, so they helped me out. I want to tell them what happened, but thing is, how do I tell them me and Harry, got into a fight, because what happened in the library with me and Ben.
'So, this is what a broken heart feels like.' Hearing a knock at my door, I yelled for them to come in, and Jay comes in. "What do you want." He closed the door, and sat in one of the chairs. "Eve I sent me, since I have free time right now." I nodded, and sat up. "So, what happened?"
"Don't tell Mal and Evie, I'll tell them myself, but me and Harry got into a fight. But since, you don....." "You like him. Evie told me." "I don't like him, I just...." Jay gave me the look. All I did was roll my eyes. "Look Y/N, life is hard. It really is." I looked at him.
"If only you knew how hard my life is." "Y/N, I do. I really do. I lived on the Isle, just like you...." I stood up. "DO YOU HAVE A MOTHER THAT EXPECTS YOU TO DO WHAT SHE SAYS, AND NOT FAIL! CAUSE IF YOU, YOUR DEAD!" Jay looked shocked, by me yelling at him.
"I'm sorry." Jay stood up. "No, your right. I don't have a mom, but I do have a dad, but he's eh. Your life, as it sounds, is hard."
(Play song)
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what its like to be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Do you want to be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
I sit down on my bed, Jay next to me.
No you don't know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what its like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what its like
What its like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one there to save you
No you don't know what its like
What its like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what its like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
I started to cry. I didn't even care, when Evie, Mal, and Carlos, came in. I didn't care if they saw me, a rotten pirate, crying. As long as it isn't Harry, then I just don't care. Evie sat next to me, Mal made Jay move over, so she could sit next to me. Carlos, who had Dude with him, allowed me to hold him.
"I thought you guys hated me?" Evie smiled, and pulled me into a hug. "Even though we have a bad past, doesn't mean we can't have a good future. Your our best friend now, Y/N, we're here to help you."
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I was gonna do two songs in this, but it didn't work out to well. Next chapter, will be in Harry's POV. And a song. Next chapter out soon!!!!!
Also, if I made anyone cry, or break their heart, in the last chapter, I'm so sorry. I feel like a horrible author, just doing that. But don't worry, it'll get better later on.
And, sorry about most of the songs, being in night core. Its just that, some of the songs that I use, for example, the on in this chapter, has a guy singing, so I have it in night core for female, if I need a girl singer. (If that even makes sense)