A/N: It's cringy. I'm sorry.
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You.
Do you miss me too?
Do you miss the endless string of love and affection I gave you?
Do you miss the constant attention I payed to you?
Now that it is not there, do you wish to have it back?
Do you wish for me to be your hopeless admirer?
Or do you wish for me to sacrifice everything I had for you?
Just like I did before.
Just like how I forgot about the ones I cared for.
Just like how I give my heart, mind and souls all to you.
And just like how I wanted to die, because of you.
Because of you, I had nothing else.
Because of you, I’ve gone completely insane.
Because of you, I stopped myself.
Stopping the pain.
Shutting the door.
Shaking in fear.
Fear of this.
Fear of that.
Fear of you.
Fear of me.
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Me.
Who have you become?
Not someone I remember.
What have you done?
Something even yourself cannot believe.
Where have you gone?
Now, is that place better.
When will this end?
All the torture and tears, and lonely nights.
Why?
That is not a question.
Simply a fact that you have left me.
I tried and tried to make you stay.
Stay with me and this space we used to share.
Stay with the only one that hated you.
Staying with joy, detest and all the in between
Are you happy now?
Without the need.
Without the lust.
Without me?
Or are you empty now?
Without the want.
Without the love.
Without you and me.
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