fix me » 2jae

By j_i_n_xx

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im jaebum is lonely. choi youngjae wants to have some fun. two very differnt boys' lives crash and make one b... More

preface
영재가
이상한데
나쁘지 않아.
하지만
혼자 있는 것은
아픔보다 더
좋아.
누구는
믿을 수 있는 것
같지 않아.
영재는
다른데.
영재 때문에
인생은
어려워.
영재를
만나고 싶자 않아.
거울에
나를
보고 싶지 않아.
먹고 싶지 않아.
숨을
쉬고 싶지 않아.
그래서
외로움
제일
쉬워.
아플 수 없지?
만약에
사랑을
받으면
인생관은
달라져.
달라져야 돼.
아니면
진짜
죽을 것 같아.
사랑
받고 싶은데.
영재
원해.
영재 없을 때
공허한
느낌인데.
외로움은
아파.
영재 같이 있는
시간은
좋을 것 같아.
영재 같이 있을 때
행복해.
행복하고 싶어.
사랑한 것은
배울거야
근데
아직
무서워.
어려울 것 같은데
믿어.
영재 사랑
나를
구할까.
그리고
고마워.
end

영재만

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By j_i_n_xx

youngchoi:
jaebaby!!!
i'm so proud of you

gaybum:
jaebaby?
lol what

youngchoi:
i thought it was cute

gaybum:
it was

youngchoi:
yay i'm cute
anyway
jinyoung told me about what happened
i'm so glad that you were able to talk things through

gaybum:
it's really not as big of a deal as everyone makes it seem

youngchoi:
but it is
jinyoung did terrible things and you were able to forgive him
and now my boyfriend can get along with all my friends

gaybum:
you're too adorable i swear
and i know you just want everyone to be happy
that's part of why i decided to meet jinyoung

youngchoi:
what were the other parts

gaybum:
just like
i can't ignore what happened for the rest of my life
and jinyoung genuinely wants things to be better

youngchoi:
that's so great
i'm really really happy

gaybum:
i think you're more excited than me

youngchoi:
probably

gaybum:
well don't get too excited
it's four in the morning and you should sleep

youngchoi:
who needs sleep
i don't
i wanna text you

gaybum:
if you go to sleep now i'll makes sure to wake you up at ten
and then we can go out
maybe i'll take you out for a date

youngchoi:
suddenly sleep sounds good
i'll sleep now

gaybum:
that's what i thought

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