Randhir cupped her face.
He placed a warm kiss on her forehead.
Abhi mujh mein kahin
Baaqi thodi si hai zindagi
Jagi dhadkan nayi
Jaana zinda hoon main toh abhi
Sanyukta closed her eyes
He kissed her eyes one by one.
Kuch aisi lagan iss lamhe mein hai
Ye lamha kahaan tha mera
He fell down his knees
He touched his forehead on her baby bump
Ab hai saamne
Issey chhoo loon zaraa
Mar jaaoon ya jee loon zaraa
Khushiyaan choom loon
Yaa ro loon zaraa
Mar jaaun ya jee loon zaraa
Randhir placed a warm kiss on her baby bump.
Tears flowed through their eyes.
"My Baby..." He mumbled
Sanyukta smiled amidst her tears.
Randhir had hug her waist.
She caress his head.
- - - - - - -
Randhir had rested his head on her lap.
She caressing his hair.
"I want to delete this 6 months from our life Sanyukta"
He said
"Don't think about it Randhir" "Lets just forget everything" "This 6 months were like bad dream for us" She said
"What all you did in this 6 months?" He asked
"I had such a huge responsibility on me" "To nourish our love" "To take care of our baby" She smiled
"Didn't you missed me?" He asked
"I missed you Randhir...I missed you every second of my life"
"Bohot yaad aati thi tumhari" "Aur bura bhi lagta tha..." "There was no one to love me..." "When I used to go alone to the hospital for check ups" "You were not there to love me, to pamper me..." "I need you the most..." "Kyuki main janti thi...ki tumse aacha mera aur baby ka khyal koi nahi rakh sakta" She said
"Then why didn't you come back" He asked
"I was upset with you" "Gussa thi" "I needed this time...Randhir" "I realized...that it is impossible to live without you" "I realized how much I need you and love you"
"And then ...came the news...of our baby..."
"Main bohot khush hogayi..."
*flashback*
One fine morning
Sanyukta was feeling dizzy.
She couldn't sleep for whole night due to sudden restlessness and continous vomiting.
She thought its acidity.
But her condition got worst in morning.
she had fever too.
"Sanyukta..." Nirmala came to her room and found her sleeping.
"Beta...what happened?" Nirmala asked out of concern
"Masi I feeling terrible..." "I am suffocating" She said and ran inside washroom to puke.
Nirmala got worried for her health.
After sometime Sanyukta came back.
She was looking weak.
Her face had became pale.
She lost her balance due weakness.
Sanyukta fainted.
Nirmala immediately called doctor.
"Sanyukta...." Nirmala sat next to Sanyukta.
"Doctor what happened?" Nirmala asked doctor.
"Sanyukta...Congratulations...you are 20 days pregnant" Doctor declared
Sanyukta smiled brightly.
Her eyes became moist.
She touched her stomach.
"Baby..." She exclaimed in joy and happiness
But the next moment she thought about Randhir.
"Randhir...our baby" She mumbled
*flashback ends*
"That day...I decided...I will give you a call" "To share this news with you"
"But...I didn't"
"I feared...."
"Only my Baby...was there with me that time"
"I had nothing to lose...."
"And I don't to lose my baby..."
"My motherhood overlapped my love...for you as wife" "I became selfish"
She said
"I want to know everything Sanyukta"
"I want to know everything about our baby"
"This 6 months..." "All that I missed..."
"Please..."
"Please tell me..."
He said
"For the first three months...na...bohot pareshaan kiya hai baby ne" She pouted
Randhir smiled
"First three months were bit critical...so doctor advised me to take complete bed rest"
"I had severe back pain in this months"
"Though I still have back pains now...but that's okay"
"Masi...didn't allowed me to get from bed"
She said
"Then...?" He asked
"Then I ordered some books on pregnancy and mother care and started reading them"
"I used to go out for walk with Masi"
"Did some minimal household work with Masi"
"Activity you see...."
"Thodi exercise bhi hojati thi"
"Recently I completed 6 months"
"And you know...now we can see baby's movements in sonography test"
She said
"We will go together this time" He chirped
She smiled brightly
"I will fulfill your each and every craving Sanyukta"
"Jo jo tumne miss kiya...the things you expected from me..." "The things you have complained about..to me...I will make sure...I will leave no room complaints now"
"I will fulfill every wish of yours"
"Jab tumhe back pain hoga toh I will hug you and make you feel better"
"I will hold your hand when you walk or climb stairs"
"I will click pics of yours...and baby bump"
"I will soon decorate our room with baby pictures"
"Tumhe jo khane ka maan kare...khilaungi...kabhi bhi..."
"I promise...."
"I promise baby...Daddy...will love you as much as he can"
"I am sorry...I was not with you..."
"I am sorry...This six months...I was not able to take care of you and your Mumma...but...from now onwards...I will make I will...I will...love you and Mumma the most..." His eyes held water.
"Sorry...Baby..." "Sorry..." He hugged her waist touching his forehead on her baby bump
"Randhir...bas..." She mumbled wiping those drops of saline water
"Please let me cry Sanyukta..."
"Don't stop me..."
"I want to cry..."
He said
TBC
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