Sometimes I just wish I could run away and hide. Ni matter where I go though these feelings stay inside. How can I stay here and live each day a lie? When all I want to do is close my eyes and cry? I see the pain I cause you, with every tear I shed. I plead with you now mom, let me go instead? I wish I could take you with me, to a happy place, whether it exists though, is time for me to face. Can I ask for forgiveness? For you to set me free, it may seem ungrateful, but this lives not meant for me. Thank you for all the love, for all the time we shared. It means the world to me, to know that someone cared.