'Am I awake?' I thought as my eyes were still heavy to open. It looks like it's morning. I kind of dislike mornings because I tend to get a bit grumpy sometimes.
"Hey Amelia. It's Remus and Sirius again. Just wanted to check on you again. James keeps coming to see you even though he knows that he'll be too tired the next day." I heard Remus as I felt him brush the bangs off my face.
"Hey Amelia Sirius here. It's been a month now. You're making a bit progress by the way. Madam Pomfrey hasn't given up on you yet.Madam P. told us it was something you said that encouraged her and give her hope as well." Said Sirius as my eyes felt a little more lighter.
"Please Amelia. Please wake up. We know your in there somewhere. We all miss you. Even the professors began feeling a little down from you still not waking up. Amelia, I just wanted to know If you think you're not important then you're wrong. There are so many people here who care for you. Even a few Slytherins miss you. Come on wake up you impossible girl. I know you can wake up!" Said Sirius as he held my hands.
I felt his hands slipping away but I moved my hands hoping that he noticed it. It was quiet so I'm hoping he noticed.
"Remus?" Asked Sirius." Yes Sirius?" Replied Remus." Amelia's hands just moved." Answered Sirius. There was a long pause until Remus broke it.
"Amelia?" Asked Remus as he held my hand maybe hoping that I was able to move it. Okay Amelia concentrate on opening your eyes you potato.
"She just moved her hands Remus! I'm not lying!" Said Sirius." Then why isn't she moving now?!" Shouted Remus.
My eyes slowly opened and the sun hit my eyes. I then saw Remus folding his arms while Sirius covered his face with his hands. I guess he thought he was hallucinating but he's not. Why does he have to be so...so Sirius?
"Hey you drama queens I woke up from my beauty sleep." I said as my voice became hoarse.
They turned around and ran straight to me and gave me a hug.
"AMELIA! WE MISS YOU SO MUCH!" Screamed Remus and Sirius. I could hear them sob hard and cried as well.
When they hugged me at first it was painful but it started hurting less. It's worth it right?
"Sh...it's alright you guys. I'm here now see?" I said soothingly. Remus looked up and said,"This isn't a dream right?" Their eyes were super red when they looked up." No silly! This isn't a dream at all. See? You're hugging me and I'm pretty sure that I'm here myself." I said to them laughing.
"We missed you a lot. Everyone missed you." Said Sirius. I smiled and nodded.
"I heard everything you guys said. I even heard Lily and James talk to me." I said to them chuckling. Their faces were as if they saw a ghost(Lol).
"Y-You did?!" Asked Remus. I nodded as they got up and sat back in their seats." So you heard everything?" Asked Sirius. I nodded again." When I was in a coma,I was a ghost -almost- and I saw you guys talking to me and I feel very happy to hear that I'm actually important to somebody." I Said smiling and a few tears fell out.
"Amelia you are important! Even though your family died you still have a family. You have Remus,Lily,Mavis, and Clary as your family." Said Sirius.
I smiled feeling honored to meet these great people." You know Sirius, you, James and Peter are like family to me as well. I just wanted you to know that." I told him as he smiled.
" I feel very honored princess." Sirius said as he playfully bowed." Oh god the nickname is sounds weird for me! Don't call me that!" I said laughing. Sirius grinned as he whispered something to Remus. Remus smiled as looked at me.
"What?" I asked confusingly." Oh nothing we just had an idea that's all." Answered Remus. I nodded but I was still suspicious about what they were planning.
"So how are you feeling princess?" Asked Sirius as I chuckled at the nickname knowing he won't get over it.
"I feel a bit tired still but I feel fine." I said as I slowly sat up. Remus then came over to me and helped me up. "Oh thanks Remus." I told him as he nodded.
I then hear the doors opened as I turn to see,it was James Potter. Okay now things will be pretty awkward.
"Hey guys how's- Amelia?" Said James as I smiled nervously. James smiled ear to ear as he walked faster to me.I then was surprised with a hug. I turned to Remus and Sirius as they were just surprised by James hugging me.
"Amelia I'm so sorry for what I've done to you. I regret everything." Said James as he started to cry." O-Oh it's alright James. I'm fine!"I said to him as he looked at me again and said," This isn't a dream right?" I shook my head as he took a deep breath and wiped his tears.
Not to sound weird but has he had dreams about me before?...Oh heck no. I'm not playing with that love crap with James because I love my boo Daniel. I then laughed at my own comment and spotted looks from Sirius and Remus.
"No this isn't a dream James." I said softly. He then made a small smile as he got up from the medical bed.
"I am starting to get exhausted but I want to ask something and you guys have to answer." I said as they had worried looks on their faces." Ask away princess." Said Sirius as I smiled at the nickname . "How's Daniel been?" I asked softly as they looked away from my direction except Sirius.
"Daniel...he's been in his room a lot. Never came out much for food. He became more pale ever since. Lily and Daniel's friend Severus tried talking to Daniel but he's always been quiet. He's also been having nightmares about you. When he finally talked to Lily she said he had dreams about you dying over and over again. The pain was too much to hold inside. He started cutting himself too." Confessed Sirius as my eyes were now covered with water.
"The pain was too much for him. Why did it have to be like this? Why is it always me?" I whispered as I looked down at my lap. My misty tears began hitting the white blanket I had on me.
"Amelia it's not your fault-"Said James as I interrupted him." IT IS MY FAULT JAMES. HOW CAN YOU SAY IT'S NOT MY FAULT?!" I yelled as he moved back a bit." It isn't because it's my fault. I bullied you.I deserve the blame. Everything is my fault not yours Amelia. Don't blame yourself for what you didn't do." Said James as he walked closer.
"You don't think it's my fault?" I said to him as my eyes were still looking at a window." I know it isn't." He whispered. I chuckled darkly as my eyes moved to James." You don't know me James. None of you know me at all." I said as I looked at all of them.
"You don't know about my past and what's it have to do with it." James looked suspiciously at me and said,
"What does your past has to do with it?"
"It means everything. When someone enters my life I cause them pain. It's always me. It's all on me." I whispered as the tears started flowing even more out.
I saw the expressions on their faces when I tried to wipe my eyes. Remus sat down in a chair with his hands covering his face. James was walking back and forth his one hand on his chin and the other holding his other elbow. Sirius was sitting on my left side hugging me.
"It's alright everything will be alright." Whispered Sirius." Will it actually be alright?" I asked as my sobs began to get a bit louder."Shhh...it will be. Don't worry princess." Said Sirius as he kissed my forehead.
"I want to tell you guys something. About my family and about me. I'm telling you guys this because James and Sirius has earned my trust." I told them as they looked at me curiously.
As I told them they were surprised by the every second I told them. It was nice to talk to someone about this.
They were quiet. Too quiet so it scared me." Do you guys think I'm a monster now?" I whispered. No response from any of them. I knew it. They hate me now. They think I'm a monster and they'll tell Dumbledore to kick me out. The whole school will know and Lily will hate me.
Wait. Lily doesn't know about my family. She only knows about Raven. "Hey Raven what do you think they're thinking about?" I asked in my head.
"Hmm...it depends really but there's a chance where they don't care whether you're a monster or not." Said Raven as I nodded in agreement."Maybe I should say something?" I suggested as I heard Raven mumbling something but I couldn't make out the words.
"I guess you could say something." Replied Raven. I was quiet for a few minutes just about to say something when James interrupted me." If you think we hate you then you're wrong." I looked at him with confusion in my eyes.
"I-I thought you guys would hate me since I'm some sort of monster." I said as Remus walked up and hugged me. "We would never hate you Amelia." Remus said as he hugged me tightly. "GROUP HUG!" Yelled Sirius as we all hugged."This is nice." Said Sirius. It then got awkward but Sirius spoke again." Okay group hug over." We then broke apart and I felt a little happy again. I laid back onto the bed and smiled.
As I yawned Remus laughed and said,"We should let her rest a bit longer." They nodded and then Sirius said," Should we tell Madam P. She's up?" I shook my head wanting to surprise her." We'll surprise her in the afternoon." I said as they nodded in agreement.
"Okay then. Have a nice nap Amelia." Said Remus as he kissed my forehead. I smiled as Sirius gave me a hug. I then closed my eyes and felt myself get a bit sleepy.As I heard them walking I felt someone wrapping my hand with their hand.
"Sleep well Amelia.I love you."Said a voice. I felt him walking away but I quickly opened my eyes to see...Daniel? When did he get here? Did he hear our conversation?! Oh no...
"Amelia you need to rest." I heard Raven say to me as I replied an,"Okay."
I then found myself slowly falling asleep.
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Hi! I was thinking about making another Harry Potter story where a regular muggle Harry Potter fangirl's dream comes to life. She meets the HP characters and tries to save everyone she can. It will take place in POA. It may not be totally accurate but I will try my best!
Tell me what you guys think. Should I do it or no? But in the meantime I'm gonna try to figure out what to do for the next chapter! See you later!💖