I didn't get to say bye to anyone... like only Brittney and Malea... but it doesn't count that much. I wanted to say bye to the people that really matter. {Madi, Madiy, Lauren, Steven, CHRISTA} I guess it'll be okay...
I am slightly depressed. I don't know what ran through my mind today. I really don't. I just decided to get up and walk away from Christa and sit in the corner. I sat there. I wanted to cry. I don't know whats going on in my head mentally.... I only know its depressing. I haven't cut in probably a month. I keep telling myself I need a medical hospital. An insane infirmary. I can't take it. I always have these feelings of unwanted weighing me down. I know I can sit in a spot and they wont want me there. Maybe that's what happened to me this morning. I don't know.
Steven killed two of my pet ants.
Yasmin went home with Christa.
I'm done with life <[-_-]>
I'm not breaking yet. Maybe in June I'll do something stupid. If people know what I mean. The only thing making me happy right now are the comments. Glad to know whos reading~~